serabai

moral of da story:nih sem yg paling trok 

harus tukar sikap sekarang. :(  why must, aku nih dilahirkan sensitip tahap gaban? ugh. benci diri sendiri. aceli, bile da terasa, aku tak marah pon. just feel like crying then aku akan diam sampai feeling rse okay. salah ea mcm tuh? then? bile aku upset, sepatotnye aku shout to d other people ke? ckp kuat kuat "aku terasa laa bodoh". mcm tuh? bes nye kalo aku mcm tuh. bile rse nk marah, aku marah jer. mesti tader orang yg boley sewenang wenang buat aku down to earth. okay. aceli ape yg aku ckp nih ade kaitan dgn title entry. YES. aku rase uncomfortable dgn one of my lecturer. last tyme, i've told here yg i'm going to change my cousre. hum. tp, mcm ramai yg halang. termasuk ayah. i'm going to fail one of d subject. :(.. tapenah aku fail. dapat c pon da buat aku nk ngs dulu. serabuttttt.  tolong lah. rse mcm kos aku skarang akan buat aku gali kubur sendiri. dengan seserabut (lg teruk dr sabut kelapa) halam nih, then 'dier' plak terasa ayam dgn aku. okay. tq. awak da tambah serabut di kepala sy skrg. tahniah. :(.. rindu mak. kalo mak ade mesti boley share feeling dgn mak mcm dulu dulu. mak, degree nih akak takut tak excellent mcm dulu. p.e.n.a.t. akak penat dgn byk benda sekarang nih. akak tak kisah pon kalo penat of physically. just akak nk people around me uplift my soul. kt skewl dulu pon penat jugak. stress jgk. tp, tak same mcm sekarang, when there're no one who i could lay on their shoulder. kalo di bg peluang, akak nk satu hari je pon jadi laa, stay dgn mak. nk rant ol da way. :(((((. i wish.

 yes. i try my hardest to be hepy

          i miss her. :'(